I feel something happening, could this be a spark

I'm sorry for the lack of posting! My laptop is so annoying, internet keeps failing and it just sucks.. One week to go before it's vacation, I really look forward to it!
Here an outfit from last week, I wasn't able to post it because of my stupid laptop. That's also why I didn't react on your comments, I'm sorry!


I went to the city last thursday and I bought some things for the Dutch 'carnaval' and some things just for everday. I can't wait untill it's finally vacation, one week to go!


Dress, cardigan and top from New yorker.



Flower, princess crown, nerd glasses, headband, knee socks with a bow, braces from Sep.

Feelings can grow, but they can go away too

I've taken the final decision for next year. I would like to do sort of a training at the 'Willem de Kooning Academie'. It is one saturday in the week school and the other days free. I hope it's the right decision but I think it's the best thing for me at this moment.. I just need more time to improve myself and to prepare myself.



My baseball jack arrived saturday, I really love it!



By the way, Sarah and I made an apple pie last weekend. I had never made it before but it was so delicious!

We all need someone to hold on to, just like a helpless child

I was with Sarah last weekend and it was great! It's too bad we're living so far apart from each other.. But in about two weeks I'm going to her place again because we'll celebrate 'carnaval' together.

We had sort of a fotoshoot! It was so cold outside without a jacket, but I think it's worth the result.

I'm coming home, coming home, tell the world I'm coming home

Here my outfit from today! I really look forward to next weekend, friday I'm going to Sarah. We're going to the city because we need clothes for the dutch 'carnaval'. I'm going to celebrate that with Sarah, so great! And we'll make some pictures on saterday. I'll show everything of course!



Yesterday my order from H&M arrived. I was a little bit dissapointed because not everything was so nice like I thought it would be. But I'm going to take this blazer, dress and tights!

Dreams are what keep us going when real life lets us down

Happy Valentines day lovely readers!
It was a surprise when I got a rose at school, I wasn't expecting anything but a boy from school sent me anonymously a red rose!





Tell me, how was your Valentines day?

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I've been thinking and thinking the last few days.. I was kinda confused and I didn't know what to anymore next year. When everything turns out how it's supposed to turn out, I'll pass my exams this year. But I have no idea what I want with my life, only one thing and that's something with fashion. I'd love to do something creative and it's my big dream. But I just don't think I'm ready..

I wanted to show you this! I made these things yesterday.


I think I'm going to take a year free so I can learn sewing and prepare myself for everything what's coming. I hope I'll take the right decision!



By the way, I've got a new Labello! Thankyou Elise! ♥

Say what you really feel, you know I need something that's real

It's time for a long post, I have so much to tell you! I went to a school yesterday evening with two friends, I really liked it but I don't think it's the right school for me. I want something with fashion and this wasn't about fashion at all.. So I think it's not the school for me.
I went to the city today and I bought the most amazing things, I'll show you!
A red blazer, finally!


Top with lace


Skirt with dots



I've been looking for a perfect baseball jacket for ages, yesterday I finally found the perfect one on e-bay and I bought it!


I also bought 'Wreck this journal', I'll show it the next time.

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own, and everyone wants to know they're not alone.

First of all, thankyou for the sweet comments! It's great that you are all so supportive and I'm happy with people having faith in me.
I was with a friend last saturday evening and she really inspired me. I've decided I'm not going to give up everything and I just wanna try it!
My outfit from today.


I made this assignment for school!

I get to make the future what I want to

I'm sorry for the early update, well actually it doesn't matter because you can read it later.. Today I'm going to work the whole day, I'm so not in the mood but I have to. I think it's going to be a long day.
I'm actually really worried about next year. I don't even know which school I'm going to and what I want.. I would love to do something with fashion but I don't think I'm good enough.

There are so many applications for a school like that and I'm not sure if I'm really talented.. I just don't know it anymore and I need to figure it out before I'm too late.
I have to go now, bye! ♥

If you really want more, scream it out louder

You know, it's too bad I'm so busy with school.. I'd love to spend more time on my blog and I'm not satisfied with everything. I want a different design but the site doesn't work on my laptop so I'm not able to change it. I would like to post more about myself and my personal life but I can't find the time and this blog isn't anonymous so all the people I know could be reading this..
My outfit from today.


I'm going to sewingclass tonight and tomorrow and I also have homework to do so I'm kinda busy with everything..

And my question for today, what would you like to see more on my blog?