Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday

I've been thinking and thinking the last few days.. I was kinda confused and I didn't know what to anymore next year. When everything turns out how it's supposed to turn out, I'll pass my exams this year. But I have no idea what I want with my life, only one thing and that's something with fashion. I'd love to do something creative and it's my big dream. But I just don't think I'm ready..

I wanted to show you this! I made these things yesterday.


I think I'm going to take a year free so I can learn sewing and prepare myself for everything what's coming. I hope I'll take the right decision!



By the way, I've got a new Labello! Thankyou Elise! ♥

Say what you really feel, you know I need something that's real

It's time for a long post, I have so much to tell you! I went to a school yesterday evening with two friends, I really liked it but I don't think it's the right school for me. I want something with fashion and this wasn't about fashion at all.. So I think it's not the school for me.
I went to the city today and I bought the most amazing things, I'll show you!
A red blazer, finally!


Top with lace


Skirt with dots



I've been looking for a perfect baseball jacket for ages, yesterday I finally found the perfect one on e-bay and I bought it!


I also bought 'Wreck this journal', I'll show it the next time.

Cause nobody wants to go it on their own, and everyone wants to know they're not alone.

First of all, thankyou for the sweet comments! It's great that you are all so supportive and I'm happy with people having faith in me.
I was with a friend last saturday evening and she really inspired me. I've decided I'm not going to give up everything and I just wanna try it!
My outfit from today.


I made this assignment for school!

I get to make the future what I want to

I'm sorry for the early update, well actually it doesn't matter because you can read it later.. Today I'm going to work the whole day, I'm so not in the mood but I have to. I think it's going to be a long day.
I'm actually really worried about next year. I don't even know which school I'm going to and what I want.. I would love to do something with fashion but I don't think I'm good enough.

There are so many applications for a school like that and I'm not sure if I'm really talented.. I just don't know it anymore and I need to figure it out before I'm too late.
I have to go now, bye! ♥

If you really want more, scream it out louder

You know, it's too bad I'm so busy with school.. I'd love to spend more time on my blog and I'm not satisfied with everything. I want a different design but the site doesn't work on my laptop so I'm not able to change it. I would like to post more about myself and my personal life but I can't find the time and this blog isn't anonymous so all the people I know could be reading this..
My outfit from today.


I'm going to sewingclass tonight and tomorrow and I also have homework to do so I'm kinda busy with everything..

And my question for today, what would you like to see more on my blog?

Cause all my life I felt this way but I could never find the words to say

I'm so glad it's weekend! This afternoon I have to work, after that a friend of me is going to stay over. She told me she had a surprise for me, I'm curious! I think we're going to have a great time.
My outfit from yesterday, I'm sorry for the bad quality!




I made 'wentelteefjes' with a friend of mine, I don't know the word in english. It's so delicious!

I don't stop when I'm tired, I'll stop when I'm done

Today I got the results of a geography test, I thought the test was so difficult.. And I have a seven, I'm so proud! Unfortunately, I'm not ready with all the test.. Not ready at all. It keeps going on and on.. But I'm not gonna give up!





I can't wait for the moment when I did my exams and I got my diploma. By the way, I have to make my profile paper this year and it is about fashion. We're going to make a dress from the Middle Ages, so cool!

How can we stand and watch the love just fade away

Like I promised, here are the photo's from the prom! My sister made lots of pictures because she was proud of me! And proud of herself because she did my hair, make-up and the dress is actually from her.







Taken on the prom, with my friend Demi!


With my friend Marthe!

But it don't matter what I try to do, I keep on forgetting to forget about you

Yesterday I had a prom from school, a little bit late for a newyears prom but I had a great time! My sister did my hair and make-up, she is so sweet!

My outfit from yesterday




I'm gonna give you a little sneek-peek from how I looked yesterday evening, the other pictures will come on my blog tomorrow!

What if you knew that when I look at you with someone else, it makes my heart stop

I finally found time to post something on my blog, I'm really tired. Today was a long day.. I had to make three tests and tomorrow I have a very important History test. I spent the whole evening learning..


I wanted to make pictures outside but it was raining all the time, so I'm sorry for the bad quality.
I can't wait until the summer is back.. What are your plans for this summer? I'm going to Turkey with two lovely friends; Sarah and Yara!

A hundred percent reason to remember the name

I had a great weekend! Yesterday we had a day out with all the people from work, it was very nice. I'm starting to know more and more people, that's great because in the beginning I barely knew anyone.
This was my outfit!


Today is my mothers birthday, I bought a really cute present for her, made breakfast and we ate pie. I liked it!
I've got many tests this week but I'm going to try to keep my blog updated.

Seasons come and go, but I will never change, and I'm on my way

I'm so tired right now, school started again this week and it's driving me crazy. Late nights because I have to much homework over and over again..
This outfit is from the day before yesterday, it's raining all the time so I wasn't able to make pictures the last few days. It's a shame.



I'm going to Turkey with Sarah and Yara, it's official right now! I'm really excited, I think it will be great out there with just the three of us. Yara and Sarah haven't met each other yet, but I think that will be allright because they are both really nice!

I just came to say hello, hey, hey

I was with Sarah again the last three days, it was really nice!
Friday night was her prom, we had a great time but we couldn't stay long because we had to get up early the next day. Saturday we went to the primark, the clothes weren't special but I love the accesoires and the bags.
Sarah made the pictures, so thank you Sarah!

black dress with lace - 5 euro - primark, top with flowers - 3 euro - primark


shorts with flowers - primark - 5 euro, top - H&M - 7 euro - underwear - 5 euro - primark

I really want it to be summervacation, I'm going to Turkey with Sarah and Yara! So amazing! We're going to a city called Dalyan, Yara's sister is living there. I think it's going to be really wonderful!


brown clutch - 3 euro - primark, brown bag - 7 euro - primark, flowered purse - 2 euro - primark, red bag - 5 euro - H&M


circle scarves - 4 euro - primark


headbands - 0.50 euro - primark, belt - 1.50 euro - primark


earrings - 1 euro - primark, bracelets - 3 euro - primark, necklace - 3 euro - primark, ring - 3 euro - primark

It's not that I'm bitter, It's just that I'm done.

Happy new year!

I hope you all had a great time, just like me. I was in Almere with Yara and Melanie, it was the best New Year I ever had.

(picture from deviantart.com)

We made an chocolate cake, hmmm ♥


The best thing of 2010 is defenitely the fact that I've become friends with Sarah, I can't imagine everything without her.


I'm so happy with my friend Deborah, she's so sweet! I hope that all her dreams may come true in 2011.


Londen with my mother, something I'll never forget!


I hope you'll keep following my blog, and we're gonna make 2011 the best year ever!